A Drop In The Endless Sea

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What can one man do, what can I do, it is impossible, etc. are some of the thoughts and whispers that surround us whenever we try to think out of the box or when we try to break the chains of society, norms and sometimes even logic. These voices and whispers discourage us from even blinking at the time when we should have acted, they stop us from helping the helpless by using flawless reason and perfect logic, they stop us from telling the truth when the whole world wants to believe in falsehood. And slowly but surely, it is these voices that sculpture and carve our personality by transforming us into a little robot who only knows to conform to the norms and boundaries set ”ironically” by those who did not conform, didn’t follow, or the rebellious. The ones who unlike most men, took charge, ignored the whispers, showed perseverance and eventually conquered everything that others thought were impossible. Those who truly believe in themselves and their cause, who are not fearful of defeat, who put their trust in Allah, and with strong faith and belief, take the leap of faith into the pit of fire, just like prophet Abraham A.S. The one who was also alone, naked and helpless (according to logical and worldly definition) but confident, steadfast, and fearless against opposing odds, logic, society, and the norms defined by mortal men.

Another thing that stops us from taking initiative and acting on our ideas and dreams is the thought that, ‘what I am thinking or my ideas are insignificant and useless’. But if we look around (what Allah wants us to do by repeating it again and again in Quran i.e. look around, research, dive, leap and discover) we will discover that in this life and also in the whole universe, nothing is insignificant, neither the material things (a single man for example) nor those that are abstract (deeds, thoughts, ideas, truth, dreams, love, faith, knowledge, etc). If you think you are powerless, think about the power of something as tiny and insignificant as an atom, with which two cities were leveled in seconds. If you think you are insignificant, think about a dot because there was a time when whole universe was just a point, a dot, but insignificant? never! And who can forget supernova that lasts for only a split second but results in something so amazing and powerful that even light cannot escape it. And if you think that you, your personality and your accomplishments as tiny and minute, don’t forget that there was a time when Einstein, Newton, Plato, Alexander, and all others could have been defined as a single cell, a point or a dot; with no accomplishments or achievements around them. If you think your dreams are useless, delusions and insignificant, think about a dream that saved Egypt and all the surrounding areas from total destruction. If you think little evil deed can be justified, don’t forget your parents who were in heaven one day and were on the blue pearl the next, all because of an apple. Similarly, no good deed is insignificant either because only Allah knows the worth of our actions and only He knows the domino effect of something as simple as a smile.
Someone once told me a story of a very knowledgeable Muslim convert who found his Creator because of a conversation he had with a Muslim immigrant when they casually talked about Islam and the immigrant Muslim, in his broken English answered all the basic questions he had. The amazing part of the story is that this conversation on Islam between two total strangers happened when they were sharing needles to inject heroin. They continued their discussion even when they were high on heroin. So this apparently insignificant act of an unknown weak Muslim, resulted in Islam of someone in totally unexpected way. Hence nothing is insignificant, neither a deed, nor an action. If you are on the right path then Allah’s help is with you, and when Allah’s help is with you, the only thing that’s insignificant is the universe. And that is the point in ones life when odds, numbers, statistics, calculations and estimations become insignificant and people, society, social pressures, opposition, hunger and pain becomes irrelevant.
I will post more on this topic some other day iA!

The Day That Never Comes

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I have decided not to write super long posts anymore because they just consume me by making me go deeper and deeper into the topic and making it impossible for me to stop and publish. So from now on, instead of few long ones, I will be posting more small ones iA!!!

The Day That Never Comes: I wrote this poem on: 10/26/2008

I wait,
wait for the day that never comes
and the night that never ends
but then why to wait for such a day
why should I let it turn my hair gray
why to count the days
when I can make the days count
why to waste time for something uncertain
shrouded, covered, wrapped, hidden
behind the night’s dark curtain

why to follow the dreams, dreams that aren’t real
when we can give life to em, make em real
something I can touch and you can feel
because the stuff from which the dreams are made of
imaginary, all fantasy, haha…unreal
dreams can make me happy, most certainly make me smile
but will the stuff from which the dreams are made of,
hold me if I jump into the burning pile?

why wait,
wait for the day that never comes
and the night that never ends
dats why my nights are my days
and my days are my nights
climbing higher and higher
in search of the lights
the tiny dots they call stars are still tiny dots,
from the rooftop of the world,
from where I stand, the mighty heights

why wait,
wait for the day that never comes
and the night that never ends
and who is searching who
who is lost and who is not
who is certain or have a clue
what’s left, what’s right, high or shallow
days change, people revive under the blue

then why wait,
wait for the day that never comes
and the night that never ends
why to count the days
when we can make the days count
dats why my nights are my days
and my days are my nights

Rumors & Spicy Gossip With Diet Coke Please!

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The excitement on the faces of islamophobes was [like Barney says: legen…~wait for it~…dary] legendary, when a news about a fatwa came out allowing fighters in Syria to rape women. The news was of course not true and the story has been retracted from most websites I looked.  Confirming any news is extremely important, not only in our public and private lives but also it is our responsibility as a member of this great nation. There are people out there who intentionally or unintentionally spread rumors about a person/family/community and love to hype up tiny things and are professional in spicing up almost anything. If they go to a funeral and see a skinny body of the deceased, they say, “He died of hunger, his family never took care of him”. In weddings, bride’s sister almost always gets the medal of being a whore, and so on… I have personally seen the situations in which a rumour or a false statement almost destroyed a marriage, a happy family or friendship. That girl is sleeping with this guy, that girl is a whore, this guy is alcoholic, that person is having an affair with that person, her b***s are fake, she wears a bra with extra padding, she is so hairy, they are so poor, he wears a wig, he has a goori girlfriend, she is pregnant and that is why they are getting married, are some of my favourites.
People didn’t even leave prophet Muhammad S.A.W and his family alone and nothing stopped them from spreading rumours about his wife Ayesha R.A by falsely accusing her of adultery. They also accused Maryam (Mary) A.S of fornication and claimed that Jesus A.S. is her illegitimate son. Allah called these accusations ” بُهْتَـناً عَظِيماً” or great lie in the holy Quran.
Following verses of Quran were revealed to prove Ayesha’s R.A innocence and should also guide us inshAllah.
Allah says in Quran:
Verily, numerous among you are those who would falsely accuse others of unchastity [but, O you who are thus wronged,] deem it not a bad thing for you: nay, it is good for you!
[As for the slanderers,] unto every one of them [will be accounted] all that he has earned by [thus] sinning; and awesome suffering awaits any of them who takes it upon himself to enhance this [sin]!
Why do not the believing men and women, whenever such [a rumour] is heard, think the best of one another and say, “This is an obvious falsehood”?
Why do they not [demand of the accusers to produce proof or witnesses for] their allegation?  for, if they do not produce such witnesses, it is those [accusers] who, in the sight of God, are liars indeed!
And were it not for God’s favour upon you, [O men,] and His grace in this world and in the life to come, awesome suffering would indeed have afflicted you in result of all [the calumny] in which you indulge; when you take it up with your tongues, uttering with your mouths something of which you have no knowledge, and deeming it a light matter whereas in the sight of God it is an awful thing! (Quran 24:11-15)

Lesson to learn: Allah says in Quran: O Believers, if an unrighteous person comes to you with information, you should verify it or else you might inflict harm on a people in ignorance and then end up regretting what you have done. (Quran 49:6)